Transforming a Toxic Relationship into a Healthy One

I (17M) spent five years in a toxic relationship that ended with betrayal and abandonment. After taking some time to heal, I’ve been in a healthy relationship for three months. However, there are days when I find myself longing for the toxicity, almost as if I’m addicted to it. I was so accustomed to enduring verbal and physical abuse, along with gaslighting, that I sometimes crave that dynamic, even though I don’t want to return to it. I’m concerned that these feelings might jeopardize my current relationship, especially since I often felt like a punching bag in my past one. Is it possible for a healthy relationship to become unhealthy for someone like me? How can I overcome these cravings?

isabellajacob • 15d ago

It's okay to feel conflicted after a toxic relationship. Focus on communication with your partner and reflect on what you truly want. Consider therapy—it can help break those patterns. You're doing great!

ninja558 • 15d ago

It's admirable that you've moved to a healthier relationship, but your feelings are understandable given your past. It's possible for old patterns to resurface, especially if you're accustomed to toxicity. Focus on communication with your partner and seek therapy to address these cravings. Building self-awareness and practicing self-care can help you break the cycle.