I feel entirely confused. I would really appreciate your help!

I got married during the COVID pandemic after meeting him online. However, when I met his parents, it became evident that they didn't want me. Things escalated to the point where they called my parents over and insulted them, which made me reconsider the marriage. Despite my hesitations, my mother, feeling offended, insisted that the wedding happen quickly. To make matters worse, his job and family have always taken precedence over everything else. I've experienced sexual assault twice and nearly faced severe violence before my wedding, which has made me particularly cautious in life. He persuaded me to move to the U.S., claiming it would offer a better life. I agreed, leaving behind my established career and business. Since moving here, I’ve found myself stuck at home, staring at the walls day in and day out. When I brought this up with him yesterday, his response was utterly unexpected. Now, I'm in a tough financial situation, with two dogs and no job. I struggle mentally every day, sometimes feeling like I want to escape it all or walk until my feet hurt. If it weren’t for my love for animals, I might have taken a more drastic route by now.